Post by Pietro Maximoff on Feb 13, 2008 13:23:15 GMT -5
((OOC: This takes place several days to a week after "Pietro and Wanda's Dormitory" where Wanda loses her powers a second time.))
::Pietro was low, running on less than empty. He survived only on feelings of regret and anger, a great deal of it directed inwardly, although his tendency to rage against the injustice of the world kept him from taking complete fault away from Wideawake and the others who had inflicted additional pain on their lives. That did little to undermine how he felt as though he were a complete and utter disappointment; he was ashamed that he could do nothing but harm those he cared for, and those thoughts raced through his mind each microsecond of each day.
He had not slept since Wanda had woke him from his nap with her scream. He had not eaten since his supper with Rossignol the day before that. Instead he brooded. When that became too monotonous, or he needed to drown out the feelings, he worked. This day alone, he had reshingled the garage roof, cleaned the stables, ran his security sweeps, changed the oil in half the cars in the garage, and had shoveled the snow in the driveway. Were it not winter, there would be more to do.
With nothing else to occupy him, he had come outside to chop firewood. The entire mansion had central heating, but old habits died hard, and there was a fireplace in the parlor and one in the library; it would be put to use one way or another. As he brought the ax down into a log, his thoughts raced. Wanda wanted him to go to therapy. So did Uncle and Ororo. He knew he was falling apart, but he deserved it. He couldn't be mended, and even if it were possible, he shouldn't be. Not when he had so much to atone for.::
::Pietro was low, running on less than empty. He survived only on feelings of regret and anger, a great deal of it directed inwardly, although his tendency to rage against the injustice of the world kept him from taking complete fault away from Wideawake and the others who had inflicted additional pain on their lives. That did little to undermine how he felt as though he were a complete and utter disappointment; he was ashamed that he could do nothing but harm those he cared for, and those thoughts raced through his mind each microsecond of each day.
He had not slept since Wanda had woke him from his nap with her scream. He had not eaten since his supper with Rossignol the day before that. Instead he brooded. When that became too monotonous, or he needed to drown out the feelings, he worked. This day alone, he had reshingled the garage roof, cleaned the stables, ran his security sweeps, changed the oil in half the cars in the garage, and had shoveled the snow in the driveway. Were it not winter, there would be more to do.
With nothing else to occupy him, he had come outside to chop firewood. The entire mansion had central heating, but old habits died hard, and there was a fireplace in the parlor and one in the library; it would be put to use one way or another. As he brought the ax down into a log, his thoughts raced. Wanda wanted him to go to therapy. So did Uncle and Ororo. He knew he was falling apart, but he deserved it. He couldn't be mended, and even if it were possible, he shouldn't be. Not when he had so much to atone for.::